A little note

Have you ever felt like crying for no reason whatsoever? That is how I feel tonight. The tears are so close. Nothing has happened to make these tears come tonight, it is more of a heaviness that I know will linger. As though these tears may take away some of the weight of the past 5 months, a general weariness that sometimes I forget about.

Just sending this to the great abyss out there.

Good night abyss.

This is a post I deleted where I accidentally spilled the beans about mine and Scott's engagement before anyone (including our families) knew. I quickly deleted it, but wanted to remember that now.